Cold and lonely as I sit across from reigning kings These days are empty and I feel like this one was written about me Because as I wandered, I felt like she was wandering too Never knew the grass was growing Never knew where I was going I felt alive I felt vivid I fell asleep under the table I don't know why my lip is bleeding I underestimate the need in silent love Should I have lost the love tonight? Are we running out of time? It's dark and cool there tonight I feel fine And if kissing the fool makes it right I feel fine sweetheart There's my story though sad and tragic it is true I've watched the sun set on the hills and lost the ones I knew But that's just me, this is me I'm lonely and aging Now I know where I am going But never knew the grass was growing I'm still alive and still vivid I'm waking up under the table I don't mind that my lip is bleeding Its ok, I just need silent love Should have lost the love tonight, Are we running out of time? Cause it's dark and cool there tonight and I'll be fine And I'm kissing the fool there tonight and Ill be fine Four years ago I never loved a thing And four years later I've got a reason to sing My life has become the portraits of the things I never wanted them to be This is a call to all my frozen friends