I fear to crush my broken mind To touch the other side I keep hidden from my inside But I will crush my broken mind And touch the other side And anxiously look toward the light I am concerned if I can stand What I preserved from tender hands This arbitrary access And I know that I can ́t stand What I preserved from tender hands It's arbitrary access on my life Know a new approach will fail Can I deceive myself And prevent the change again So I make another try Deceive myself and cry Fall from daylight into the dark I think I have to run To run beside the fire I Think... I wish... I have to run To run with cold desire I think I have to run I think I have to run I think I have to run away I think I have to run