My timeline is a wire wrapped tight around my neck Slowly apathy swells, give in to disconnect Unworldly transmission fed to relive the shame I don't want a trial, I'll take all the blame A stone stolid council speaks dogmatically Bullets and anecdotes divided evenly A chilling consciousness wakes me from the trance It redefines my mind, I'll never have a chance Nothing, giving, unworthy offering Losing feeling like a bird with clipped wings Sinking feeling, pushing down on me Swimming, drowning, neurotoxic red sea A blow shatters my remission Fractured patterns show through my skin Please understand, this was not my plan No, I've gotta know Does it matter where my heart's been? Fractured patterns show through my skin Please understand this was not my plan No, I've gotta go Weightless restraint floating away, evaporating The impulse grows in clouds below, cascading Dripping whisper, falling faster, raining raining raining Raining A blow shatters my remission Fractured patterns show through my skin Please understand, this was not my plan No, I've gotta know Does it matter where my heart's been? Fractured patterns show through my skin Please understand this was not my plan No, I've gotta go... (Losing feeling like a bird with clipped wings Sinking feeling, pushing down on me Swimming, drowning, neurotoxic red sea Does it matter where my heart's been? Losing feeling like a bird with clipped wings Sinking feeling, pushing down on me Swimming, drowning, neurotoxic red sea)