I know what it means to be twisted I been stuck in a carnival mirror One time my head was so low you could have kissed it Without standing on your toes my dear I know what it means to be senseless Laid my bed across the tracks without fear And its funny how a boy can be so reckless Leave his life a broken toy my dear Why do I dream of holding you down Under the waves until your last breath fades Why do I dream of holding you down Who knows cause Im missing you so I know what it means to be lonesome But I never thought youd go and disappear But I was born the day I met you my dear Why do I dream of holding you down Under my pillow Im just weeping like a willow Why do I dream of holding you down Who knows cause Im missing you so I know what it means to be shameful I have begged for a kick in the rear And its funny how a dream can be so painful Wont you tell me what it means my dear Why do I dream of holding you down Under the waves until your last breath fades Why do I dream of holding you down Who knows cause Im missing you so Who knows cause Im missing you so Who knows cause Im missing you so