I've got a wantless need I've got a thoughtless mind I've got a needless want I can't unwind I've got a heart that aches I've got hands that like to break They tell me to hold on They never let me go I am a clenched fist Looking for a wall to kiss I am a looked door looking For a foot to kick me to the floor What have I got I've got everything What have I got nothing much at all Self rejected well protected Too looked up inside myself to over get free Frustrated self hatred my hands turn to fists Violence so hard to resist I get so mad I do things that I regret So stupid but not stupid enough To ever forget Got no name got no brain It's alright I feel no pain I've got music pounding in my head Stop looking start looking You better look out I'm not feeling too nice today Can't be late can't relate Don't take my time Don't give me your hate I've got enough of my own I can't stop I can't start It holds me together While it tears me apart