(feat. Peaches) [singing] [Trae] I'm living it day by day, so I can try to catch focus I gotta thank God that I'm still living, I'm letting know that he's noticed I know, that I need to change All I could say the streets is all I live, since I was neglected All of my life I feel it's nothing but pain that I get, stay strapped with a vest Until I rest gotta do my best, while living this life I don't wanna be shife All of my life, feel like I was stabbed in the back with a knife So all of my so called friends, better check yourself Don't approach me, 'fore I drop turn drop back on a nigga like me That's why I gotta keep my faith in God, and I don't wanna go But if I really gotta go, then I'ma die living at my will Trying to maintain the pain that I feel, sometimes I feel that I gotta get killed If it's that way then I won't feel the stress, that's kept up in my brain Nobody to blame for the thangs I do, not ready to choose if I should change I suggest you better keep your distance, better mind your bidness I don't wanna go take your life, and it don't take much That'll make me click, one day I'm hoping I see the light This life of mine finna get worse, I feel I'm cursed for life with this stress I'm so sick of me living in pain, in vein I'm thinking, that I'ma be ready to rest in peace [Hook x2: Peaches] I'm just trying, to live my life Why you hoes, be acting shife You always, wanna hate my grind I'm only trying, make shit right [Dougie D] Trying to regain my focus, my vision blurry from pain Trying to calm all my nerves, insents burning from Mary Jane Trying to live my life, more paper fuck lime light Daily says she down with me, but something don't feel right Dougie steady be smoking, from the pain in my mind If you say you down with me, tell me why you be lying Situation be sticky, but when it's hot it'll bubble Tell me you love me, but girl I would never you see me struggle Could it be, I'm part of this game But nobody understand, till somebody lay in this game And I don't wanna be the one, that have to tell you mayn But I'm still gon ball, across the turning lane Gotta keep my head up, even though I'm fed up Still stacking my change, and sitting up on buck Y'all boys don't learn, not to fuck with us We on the paper, and in God we trust Mucho caliente, like the ese's Keeping shit hot, the way we getting paid Better recognize we own the world, and it's just too late to pray I'm trying to live my life, like day to day And I know he hear, a G when I pray So after we'll see, I feel the change in me And I know something good, for I told the beat [Hook x2] [Z-Ro] In an attempt to make it right, running up red here my daily flight Taking Penitentiary chances right, to make sho my woman and baby tight I make fake to the left, but I make a right Green or yellow don't worry, I'ma make the light Gotta get rid of a few cakes tonight, anything go wrong I'ma take a life Because I'm thinking about, my lil' brother mayn I really done lost my mother mayn, there cause my cousin no other mayn When you fuck with that, your life up in flames I'm tired of the bullshit reaching me, I can't afford a class who teaching me And make a nigga wanna cuss all the time, 90 percent of songs They be bleeping me I gotta watch my tongue, and just like I'm on fire Pen start pimping, it'll bug your eye Tryin to go from steady to customized, hoodrats to yellas with lovely thighs Where they be, when a nigga wanna drop the top Everybody was spend money, wanna cock the glock Get away from laws, had to drop my rocks Jumping over the fence, the convict don't stop Gotta buy diapers gotta buy clothes, gotta get paid before I stole clothes Picture for picture that's fucked up Especially when a nigga, done done some shows Rock the crowd, for about fo' bills Show me the money, cause I show skills I'ma sip the drank, and I'ma blow the skill And I'ma meditate, until a nigga get a platinum deal [Hook x2] [singing]