Keeping Tabs

歌詞

Lose it Ah-ah You left without sayin' goodbye (Fuck, fuck, fuck) Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry I ball a fist and die inside I wish I didn't, but regrettably I entirely understand why you did it Take one step forward and two jumps back One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac Some crushed part of me wants to be cornered Right into it even if we crack You left early and you arrived too late Just right in time to be a huge mistake So, I wish you well, and I wish you far away This was never real, I'll say it 'til I believe it I wish I never met you You are the worst thing that I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason You were just being nice Now, I finally believe you're out There somewhere also keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin' For some stupid reason I keep on believin' You care and you're real until I don't even know you Drownin' in my own Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be The reality is you Unironically love personality tests All of the data speak out from using it best But it can never work 'cause I'm an Enneatype four Aquarius You say the wrong thing every time you talk The red flags wave, the alarms sound off I'm so glad our paths didn't cross I'm so glad, I'll say it 'til I believe it I wish I never met you You are the worst thing that I'm still keepin' tabs on for some stupid reason You're the same with everyone I'm not special, no You're not out there Just keepin' tabs on how I might be feelin' It's all just imagined I keep on believin' You care and you miss me, too I need to get over you Over, I need to get over you (Yeah)