Lead you so far down I could tell you’d never been Told me that time’s near And how it will change everything I’m not so open like the window you are The glass just reflects the scar Told me that you had to leave But how the fuck does that change anything? Your glare is the faintest No brightness to show I made the best of what I thought was impossible You were the spade I used to dig this hole Blistered my skin to the bone Swear all the pain’s done No trace or tremor here Or am I still numb? Have I been this whole year? So let me bite down, feel the clench in my teeth Till I come around then relapse and repeat Then relapse and repeat Your glare is the faintest No brightness to show I made the best of what I thought was impossible You were the spade I used to dig this hole Blistered my skin to the bone Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re gone Now you’re