I bet it hurts to read permanence. I used to think on all of this and how you don't. Damn it's hard to find sustenance when all I had was love for this and now you don't. Now I just abuse substances to drown out your accomplishments, however few. All of this frustrates me bad 'cause I can't stay mad at you or change anything that I had. She told me don't think like that, it's really not that bad. I hope this makes you sad I hope this makes you sad. If it's something serious then hit me up But until then the door is shut, forget my room. And if I had a match for every lie and every attempt to deny, I'd strike a few. I am the walls, the silent halls My jacket at your sisters wedding, navy blue. All of this frustrates me bad 'cause I can't stay mad at you or change anything that I had. She told me don't think like that, it's really not that bad. I hope this makes you sad I hope this makes you sad.