I spent more time with you than my family back then I thought we knew everything about each other The scars you bear, the words you wrote, I thought only I knew Am I the only one who feels sad that all the words I spit will become of the past Only you know the truth of the past You must be laughing at me searching for the answers I don’t want to hate all of my memory So at least keep lying to me A lot of memories ridicule me Searching for memories in each wound I don’t want to think the time I spent was all wasted Only you know the truth of the past You must be laughing at me searching for the answers I don’t want to hate all of my memory So at least keep lying to me I cut off the drawn lifeline and chose my new future I chose a new me Otherwise I’m not holding the mic now I don’t mean to hate I’m on the front line I’m not going to look back If I could say that, I wouldn’t have tears to wipe myself Only you know the truth of the past You must be laughing at me searching for the answers I don’t want to hate all of my memory So at least keep lying to me