So you wanted a change From the seething and the sorrow You been wasting away The night turns to tomorrow So you wade through it all The distance the denial So you wait for the fall Never living; survival (It's denial) It's too late I just wanted to say That I need you (But it feels the same) (Don't say it's too late) Every day I taste the pain (I've tasted pain) And it feels (Time won't heal itself) See thru like cellophane And I've made steps but its still the same But I came back And I still remain With that lidocaine on my chest pain I've felt still Lessen the blow with a new pill Lately I'm struggling uphill Feel like I'm losing the race It's too much Riding round in that black truck And I'm strapped up like I'm GI Joe And I be alone Introverted leave me alone The trees they be telling me stories The void is my home territory Been tryna control all the worry Regret waking up every morning And it's torment It's too late I just wanted to say That I need you (But it feels the same) (Don't say it's too late) Every day I taste the pain (I've tasted pain) And it feels (Time won't heal itself) There's something in the way she moves It makes me want to beg A hypnotizing gaze A simple warm embrace A kiss from vacant lovers Adapted to the taste I'm safe within your company Then safer in my sleep