I've been down that road I ain't going back, I know that You walked out that door Jumped ship, never wrote back And it seems these days this paincuts deeper Turn the volume up, play the pain through the speakers I start to slip away And I watch my heart rate dissipate Every night's another hell This is my final farewell It's not the same I can't explain The years turn into memories, this anxiety This anxiety It's getting harder to maintain We not on the same page I'm trying to change, get out these constraints You say that you repping LA? I'm repping the Champlain Dirt on my kicks, so fuck a city slick New sound, we disturbing the public They ask me for a name, and I tell 'em it's nothin' I'm still pushing through the pain and the setbacks We 'bout to take it all, motherfucker, so step back I start to slip away And I watch my heart rate dissipate Every night's another hell This is my final farewell It's not the same I can't explain The years turn into memories, this anxiety This anxiety This anxiety I start to slip away And I watch my heart rate dissipate Every night's a another hell This is my final farewell I start to slip away And I watch my heart rate dissipate Every night's another hell This is my final farewell It's not the same I can't explain The years turn into memories, this anxiety This anxiety