It’s been a long time since I’ve felt like myself It’s the new me happiness based on wealth When I was younger I never would have thought The world was so big and so fucked up Yes I know I’m feeling insecure Yes I know I wanted this more It’s no secret we’ve seen better days I’m not okay, it’s the one thing agreed upon Tonight’s the same as every night before I’ll just ignore all my problems Go back to bed All my oldest friends give me blank stares Through dead eyes that I don’t recognize anymore It’s enough to make me sick if I even cared at all I thought we’d never grow up miscalculated fall Yes I know in the years we’ve changed I just miss when we were one in the same It’s no secret we’ve seen better days I’m not okay, it’s the one thing agreed upon Tonight’s the same as every night before I’ll just ignore all my problems Go back to bed I’m not mad I’m more bitter I got bored nothing mattered The pieces their all there I couldn’t see them Hard to walk when you stare at the ceiling