Walking through clouds of sadness so there 's nothing to complain, whispers all around They're trying to confirm you the world's all evil treachery all about and you are their aim The voice is commanding , demanding your obedience requires all your attention Now I start to understand It was always just this . But there's more about it It's another world, another life, we won't reach in our life time So is it a benediction or a malediction To see things which maybe never exist or maybe all the others are just unable to recognize I really hated you but I had no idea of what was going on in your mind And even now I am unable to imagine But I can try to take a glance It must be hard, much harder than for me Although you hardly notice your transformation Suicide was close more than once I wouldn't have realized the reason A new perspective, why didn't you try to explain It would have spared a lot of trouble and hatred It 's a evil thing beyond curing so I'd have known why you love these songs But now it's all too late the worlds are passing on and there is no way back to the beginning I'm sorry for so many things but now all is gone and forgotten