I'm sliding into helplessness Though I tried to avoid This kind of self-pity That leads to nothing than more pain I knew it well But still make the same mistake Hoping for love I have to see the cruel truth You are not the first And won't be the last I've put my trust in you But with every new disappointment I'm losing a part of myself Until my heart dissolves to dust I've gone through this before Sleepless nights in torture Nevertheless I can't tell my heart What to feel or to desire That's why I have to cry I'm drowning in my tears There's nothing else to do There's nothing you can do You are not the first And won't be the last I've put my trust in you But with every new disappointment I'm losing a part of myself Until my heart dissolves to dust