I think it's about time that I warned you I might cry in front of you And I don't want you to feel like I'm afraid of the truth I didn't want you to feel like it was all your fault But that doesn't mean that I wanted you to feel nothing at all What do you want me to say when I can't tell you the truth Please tell me how the fuck I'm supposed to deal with losing you So what's the point of talking if you're not changing your mind It just reminds me of the lying and it's wasting my time So was it worth it to me to wait around and then see If all my love was well spent my nighttime hikes and weekends You are my best friend and I don't want this to end