I found no humor in your laughter It stole my breath and took real effort To get out of my head and out my lungs I love you so hard it hurts me sometimes I'm looking back on all of these old notifications But what to they say about me What do they say about me now I'm sorry that I'm not exactly what you expected from me I'm usually not this bad at saying that I'm sorry But I'm not sorry even though you think that I should be