I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight Inside my body traveled full of hate I had to let it out before it's too late Deep inside They can't hide Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside Why won't it fade? Outside I had to lie, I'm OK I hope some day I'll stop feeling clean I guess this is the life I have made Deep inside They can't hide Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside <♪> What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding Wanting to be less Giving to people They take from me Always they're bringing drama to me Never Look at me now NOW! Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and calling from deep inside I can't stand all of this fucking pain Please god just go away Please god just make them pay